I found Love in a Hopeless Place

One of the most epic night for me ...

 It was the first time I talked with the guy I love on Skype ...

It's a modern kind of relationship today ..

well, he's too far from me ...

I still can't believe that I got him now ..

you know what I didnt get him that easy ...
I just stay calm and cool , while waiting for him to notice me ..
I already cried out for him , felt jealousy or whatever ..
but I manage to control it, since its just hormones ...
I kept my patience, faith and hope ,
loving him without thinking he will repay back ..
loving him with no regrets or doubts ..
loving him that always thinks for his happiness ..
loving him truly and always ..

And that night was awesome ..

my hands were damn shaking ..

I almost swallowed my mouth .. 

I can't say a word ..

I made a big mistake on that day , because the rain was damn destructing the places here and I can't go out , I even stopped doing tasks for a while ..

but when I heard his voice for the first time ...

it felt so damn good to know ..

I can't even sleep thinking about it ..

I never thought I found love on facebook , 

the probability is freaking low ..

but there's him ..

For now , I'll just keep on thinking of his voice ...

and for sooner ... I'll be with him ...

Just wait for me .. we'll meet in the blue sky ..

my heaven ~

It's been awhile since I first wrote a blog ..

Blogging is one way of expressing myself in a deeper way . I can speak my mind but people will think that's a bluff and here at internet , I have the freedom to say anything I want to say . If I want to swear at your face I can also do , but I won't do that . I'm not cheap to do such things . 

July 11, 2012 ....

I will start writing again . 

Writing .. I forgot this skill for no one appreciates the things that I write . 

I just figured that I was just so young back then that's why my environment don't give a damn on what the hell I write .  

Now , I will not write because I want to impress people .. I'll let myself write because I want to express this tingling sensation in my head that I cannot say with my mouth .

Stolen Hours, Stolen Minutes 

This is the new name of my Blog .That name clearly defines the things that is happening to me now .I waste time and effort . I'm a stupid kid who don't know how to manage .




Just enjoy <.< If you will .